I know I am sorry

I have been terrible about posting and I am sorry. I have no idea why that is but I really need to get my butt in gear and get back in the swing of things. I seem to be falling off the wagon on quite a few things lately, foods & drinking being the biggest. My weight seems to be at a stand still right now but I am sure that is because of the poor food choices I have been making I have been fluctuating the same 3 lbs for what seems like over a month. I guess the stand still is to be expected as I have lost so much already that it is bound to start to taper off and slow down. I know from talking to people that this happens quite often and to not worry about it as the weight will start coming off again of course I also have to get back to making the right food choices.

Right now as of today's weigh in I am still at an even 120lbs gone. Exactly 20 more lbs till I reach my goal and will be happy, but another 50lbs and I will be ecstatic.. It seems like such a small amount compared to what I have already lost but it definitely seems the hardest of all.

So how was every ones New Years. Mine was great, TN was a fun time as usual, got very drunk which is probably a bad thing..lol.. But it happens so quickly now that it just kinda creeps up on you and the next thing you know I am slurring my words and giggling like an idiot..lol. But it was fun never the less and am looking forward to doing it again. On my flight back to Michigan it was overbooked and I volunteered to get bumped so I was given a $300.00 voucher to fly again sometime so I already have my next plane ticket bought and I can't wait to use it again. Also if you remember from my last post I mentioned that this was the first flight in a long time that I would not be stressing over fitting in the plane seat and you know what... I fit with plenty of room!!!It was kinda funny because I kept looking at the seats thinking that they were bigger then normal...lol.. I also was able to walk down the Isle without having to be turn sideways and not bumping everyone in the isle seats as I went along.

SO what about every ones New Years resolutions.. I have to say that I did not make any because we all know that they only last for a few weeks anyways so why bother. I figure I am just gonna continue to focus on me and keep doing the best I can everyday and go from there. I have had tons of changes this past year and I think I am on enough overload that I do not need to add anything else to it.

Now on to the dating scene. Been talking to a bunch of guys, met a new one last night but I don't know if I will see him again or not. He did not seem to interested in me but after he left the bar I met another guy ..lol.. maybe he will call. I am not stressing about the men thing any longer what happens will happen and I am going with the flow.. Last night when I went out I got tons of compliments and well quite frankly I thought I looked pretty darn hot.. and any man should have loved to have me by there side so as far as I am concerned right now it is there loss..

Well I guess that is it for now. I will try and keep up with my postings from now on. I really have no excuse.

Take care... Mechele