Too good to be true

I knew it was probably to good to be true about the 100lb mark so I am glad I did not make it an official weight. The weight loss did not end up being so good but at least I did not gain from my last official weight loss last week and since my monthly enemy has decided to pay a visit I will assume that is some of the blame.

This weeks weight loss -1lb

Grand total - 96lbs gone

Well I guess that means I have at least one more week to stall and get over my issues of the big weight reveal..

Yesterday I went to the gym for the first time in quite a while. I woke up yesterday morning and was looking at myself naked in the mirror.. I so did not like what I saw. I have a ton of hanging skin already and to make matters worse it is not proportionate hanging skin, there are areas that hang more, hang less, hang uneven... not a pretty sight. So with that observation I decided I had better get to the gym and start working out and shaping up before I become a big pile of blob and they make another return of the blob movie based after me. I was very disappointed when I got to the gym, I was gonna have them take my measurements once again and compare them with the first ones they did a few months. To my dismay I found out that they throw away the cards with measurements on them after 3 months if they have not been used again.. I did not know that and so now I have no starting point measurements so I can't tell you exactly how many inches I have lost so far. But I will make sure to keep closer tabs on it from now on so that I can keep accurate records.

Well tomorrow is my Birthday and it is just another day.. Every year I think about what I want to with my next year and it seems that every year goes by faster & Faster with less time to accomplish things. Here I am another year gone by(38 now) and no closer to doing anything different then I did the year before. Still single, still financially strapped no matter how hard I work and still not entirely happy with myself.. I think once again that this all falls under the "Good Intentions" Blog that I wrote about a while back.. I still have the good intentions to make the changes that I need to make but I guess I just am a little slower at it then most. I have no big plans or anything tomorrow so I guess I will just be playing it by ear, probably do dinner somewhere and maybe some horseback riding during the day.

Take are everyone and I wish you all a great weekend!!!

Till Monday, Mechele